i are venessa

Spent half the day at the new place slacking. Just got back home, and am very bored.
Just realied i havent done up my New Years Resolution for Yr 2008. So, Im a little
late on this but Im really bored at the moment. So , Heck. (:

Venessa's New Year Resolution For Yr '08

#1. Do Well for 'N's!

#2. Cut down on Shopping!

#3. Go out lesser

#4. Spend more time home, studying!

#5. Try to get situations in school back to normal

(Like Last Year)

#6. Never to get affected by rumours and hearsays

#7. Figure out why shes acting like a bitch

#8. However, i still have to act nicely towards her

#9. Be a better gf / Friend

#10. Get back at people that i hate/makes use of me after 'N's

#11. Spend lesser time on the phone

#12. PASS MATHS!

#13. Have de best sweet 16th party ever

#14. Force my parents to take me to paris again

#15. Try being less vulgar (e.g. fuck)

#16. Treasure the people that are nice to me more.

(e.g. Friends, Bf , Family. Not friends that PRETEND to be friends and hypocrites)

#17. Not to party so much

#18. Not to drink so much

#19. To Spend Money wisely

#20. Stop thinking about screwed up beginning and soon future of year '08.

Sometime i wish you would just tell me you dont wana carry on with this friendship anymore,

so i wouldnt have to bother, so i wouldnt have to care so much and notice all thats happening around. Or are you doing this just to spite me? I dont get why you have to do that D:

Why im so bothered is because, we're still f and i have a responsibility as a good friend to care.

If you really dont want it to be the same anymore, then tell me so i wouldnt have to care so much already. D: